I feel that I have been extremely introverted these last weeks. Haven't really met people, except for music, and then we haven't really talked, or for role playing games, and then we talked only about the usual stuff. Didn't feel as if I was really there. Was mostly in my own head. Had nothing to talk about. Done nothing.
And now I am getting a sudden, hollow, ran-over-a-cliff-looking-down-now feeling of, Where is everybody?
I think I should go to bed. I might be meeting R___ tomorrow, but she has not called.